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Hardtack and Havoc

A private of the 1st Texas Volunteer Infantry Civil War Reenactor with a day job in Uncle Sugar's Navy trapped in the unholy land of New England...I wish I was still in Iraq.

November 10, 2003

What's life like?

Hey, everyone. Ed want me to write something. This is his Bride. I finally got this thing to work. Before I had kids I was the computer savvy person in the household, but since I had kids I do not know anything. Who has time to learn the computer now. What is life like? I think he is having all the fun. He is over there is a plushy tent with servants or lower level people waiting on him and hand and foot. Having his food cooked for him and his clothes washed for him. Have people get him whatever he wants. Do not get used too it. I am jealous!!!!!

I am here, waiting on my three precious angels hand and foot. No sleep, clean up poop, putting out fires (they were just trying to surpise mom with breakfast), every electronic device in the house breaking, cleaning everything (on my loves behalf, I am not good at cleaning but I am trying even more than ever cause if I do not do; no one will), dealing with with problems with everyone - they are coming out of the woodwork where did these people come from and why do the want my attention all of a sudden. I am up to my eye balls with problem. I am one of those lady's that cartoonist like to draw with dishes to the ceiling and kids screaming. Everything on and running at one time. Mom pulling out her hair.

Now being more truthful. I know he is having it hard. I am worried about him even if he says there is nothing to be worried about. His children are worried about him. They wake up several times a week crying about their dad. They also pray to let daddy come home in three days and do not let him get shot. I have to reassure them several times a day. I know this is natural. I know many wives have done it before. I know that is supposted to help and it does very little. I do not know how they do it. Hey, do not feel bad for us. We are making it through. We are taking every challange head on and we are winning. It may take longer then we want it to but we are winning. We are learning and growing. I am not really jealous. Hey, everything is a breakthough. I do not understand why everything must break with Dad/My love being gone. That is when all the weird problems happen as well. It must be one of those law of life. We are going to survive. We do miss our dad/husband.

TO THE TYRANT NEVER YIELD

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